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So troubled
Monday, April 21, 2008 2:42 PM
Ok, now lets imagine somthing, on September 15th 2007, you joined back your cca, because you wanted to performed with them for the January Intake people. Then you saw that girl, fter that, you and her and the others were just friends.
Then after 3 months had passed, you all performed. Then suddenly you had a crush on that girl. Then, AGAIN 2-3 months had passed too, now its April 20th 2008, you had a secret crush on that girl for 3 months!
For like, every class practices, from Janury till April, you have been seeing her in school, and also in class practices...
Yea, she seen you like, talk to her normally, see her normally. But what abouy yourself? When you want to talk to her, your heart beats fast, shy to look at her, then, secretly looked at her too.
Then, suddenly her best friend knows about it, but her friend promised you that she will not tell her, and wishes you good luck.
But all you want is to confess your feelings to her... But somthing is pulling you back from doing it. You are scared that she has a boyfriend, or she will reject you, or just leave you alone. And, you may think she likes you abit, and you want to know it too, and what she felt about you.
And you think of this too, if you tell her about for feelings, and she did not do anything, then how are you gona face her in school or class practices?
Then, the last minute your descision is, to have secret crush on her forever, or maybe one day you will tell her, or that day will not come at all. And what if she does really like you too? Well, i guess its kinda complicated i guess. Well, think i will tell her about my feelings. I can not keep it inside forever, i need to let her know, that is all i want to do it, the rest if up to her... yea...
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