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Things... Ain't going the way there are...
Friday, May 16, 2008 11:55 PM
Well... I guess things ain't going the way there are for me. I keep thinking, should i stop, have feelings for her? Cause, behind everybody, even for her, i kept my feelings, my emotions... Do not want anybody to worried about me... Well, guess thats called... "Acting strong on outside, but hurt in the inside"
Was bored the whole day. Went to see doctor early in the morning. Got my medicine, cost me a bomb man... =.=
Then, head stright home, getting ready for work... Sleep after i watch the moive, called, "Horton" This movie ain't bad, the elephant have his strong points. What is that point? Is, he kept beliving in himself, cool.
Went to work later on... Work, work, work, work... Work till... 10pm+ to 11pm. It was so darn tirning, too much customers.
Went to bustop to wait for my bus... Message my friend asked him weather is he gonna online later. I asked him, "Should i forget that girl, i know it's hard to do it, cause, i will meet her when i'am in my sports... my cca, even in school, i will meet her...
I sure know, it will take a long time, for me, a long time, to forget about her...
Why can't i just show her my feelings? Why can't i just speak it out? Why can't i just bring myself to her...
Why...
If i knew this would happen, i would'nt confess to you in the first place...
Well, life is unpredictable. Well, so my choice is..
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