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Well...
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 2:05 PM
Well... Didn't really blog for the past few days or weesk already, cause, do not know why, i feel kind'a... sad... yea sad... Emotional down, alittle bity stress and tiredness...
Cause, everytime i see her MSN nick, either is referring to me or someone else... But i really want to know who is the nick that she put refers to. Even my friends asked her who she likes.
She said that she had someone she likes, but she can not say it out.
How, i really wish i could show her my feelings... But its like, somthing is holding me back, will i ever regret letting her go? Or, will it courrpt out frienship.. But what if her nick, is for me, and i did not ask her about it, and she is waiting for me to ask her... ARGH!!!
Everytime, when we meet each other, like for dance practice, or just even saw each other at canteen or in school, i don't even dare to look at her... Or should i say, i do not have the face to face her at all... Even, my friends in dance practice can see that i liked her, cause, i didn't really talk to her that much, and i even get emo in the dance practice...-.-
When will i ever have the courage to ask her that question, who she admire... This is all that i want to know... But now... i only can be there for her, to her there for her if she is in troubled or she ever needs someone to be there for her, i want to be the one there for her!!!
Even, all of my friends says:
"Don't give up! One day she will see tat how much you cared for her, even when you two were just friends that time, be there for her whenever she needs someone to be there for her!"
Well... What can i do? I want to the that person to be there for her and be by her side...
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