THURSDAY
Thursday, July 31, 2008 11:36 PM
Ha's, got back from work, after school, went home, rest after that went to work. So tired today, after school still need to work, no choice, spent money must earn money, I PHONE, 1 more month to I PHONE. . . Just read some of my friends blog, saw her tagging their blog, thank God she does not know that i have one, if she does, i do not know what would happen now, or... its good that she know i have a blog, hmm... maybe not now, not now to let her know. . . What can i do now, well, forget about her? Ha, yea, forget about her, i really got to force myself, can't let it carry on liking her, she already gave me the answer, but just why i can't it it go? Is whenever i want to let it go, she just, came up to me, gave me back the feeling, like she lighten up my fire for her again. . . What i really want to do is, serve God, explode my full potential, my talents, write songs, sing songs, full time dancer, be a star, be an actor, shine for God's glory. . . It takes time, yea... . . Time to let go of her.
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