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Feeling so... Down...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 9:48 AM
Good morning peeps, just woke up, by my friend, he call me, just to ask me for some songs -_-zzz . . Well, today do not need to go to school that early, cause having test today, now still at home, blogging lol. Well, yesterday talked to Howard, we talk out hearts out, our whole feelings out, telling own stories to one another well, thanks Howard. Now, 3 people knew about my blog, Syud, Cheryl and Howard. Howard told me to, find one day, a good timing, sit down and have a talk with HER. But, i wish i can do that, but i just can't bring myself to her, know her for a long time already, . . (Wish i didn't confess to her in the first place) (But what happens if i didn't confess to her) (Well, in the being we were very close,) (They even call me ma ma lol)
(Cause i was close Ashley as a buddy/friend) (They called Ashley pa pa lol) (Then they needed a ma ma, cause im close to Ash) . . Feeling so crappy right now, don't even know what to do, all i know is to forget about her. Days to do that? Well, can't count, just... Let time pass by, eventually, i will forget about her. . . Well, yesterday learned Salsa dance, Cash told us to partner, well, thought i would'nt partner with her, until Cash says, ok, change partner -.- . . Change until her la, of course, hold her hands, feeling kinda happy, sucks at the same time, cause, i can't bring myself to her, well, just acted normally infront of her, make her laugh, see her smile, don't even dare to look at her, doing salsa dance with her.... . . ARGH!~ HOW TO FORGET ABOUT HER , IF I CONTINUE LIKE THIS! . . Well, got to go, prepare to go to school. Well, cya soon... . . . Days to forget about her, un-numbered
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