I'd lied.





Even this world still continue
without me, i still would want think
how the future looks like.

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Still hello-in'

Goal:
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Till the end of my NS time
So that I can go to..
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Newbies -_-
Monday, January 12, 2009 10:48 PM


Wakao i tell you, today newbies are coming today,
Just got home from dance practice -____-...
Today at school was nothing much at all...
Just some discussion, before that was PE...
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Today dance arhs... -_-
girls break loose, all mostly is girls turn up,
BOYS! Hmm... Around 2-3 i guess...
The rest are all girls...
Jasmine's friends didn't turn up as they have somthing on suddenly...
Kao, did quite a bad job as a chairman today, guiding them today...
Maybe i was'nt cut out to be a leader... Or whatever... lols.
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Warm ups... Introductions, this and that...
Lucas was like totally..HELLO? pissed off?! LOL...
Then, after that, she came, she came to the rescue!!!
Was looking at her while she walking to my place.
She sat... besides... ME, i was like... >.<
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Then after that, Lucas though them some dance steps,
Then they break intro 4 groups.
They did not bad, but they just lack of confident, scared that is.
Because, they came is to learn, making mistakes is normal.
Then its time to go home, the seniors stayed back, got to dicussed somthing else...
Then Lucas suddenly said somthing that shocked me...
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I can bet most of the newbies will come back next Monday...
ARH! ON THAT DAY I GOT TO BE FIRECE.
Can not be the good Fabian, lols, got to be strict!
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After that, went Home, with Xiu Lian and Zali,
The rest took Lucas and Siyu car back home...
Talked quite alot of stuffs, hahas, ya... stuffs...
Tasukete!! Kami-san!!!
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What i talk with Xiu Lian and Zali was,
"hey, you still remember what Lucas said in the dance studio?"
They was like, "ORHHHH!"
Then, as we slowly walked to the bus stop,
As we same time talked about stuffs.
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Then i told them, "ehh, how ah...i still like her eh... Gonna be 1 year plus already..."
Then, reached the bus stop, i told Xiu Lian how i confessed to her last year,
i kena beat/hit by her sia -.-
She said "Baka! If want to confess, how can confess throu MSN?!"
I was like, ya la, also true la, but at that time, i was really like. no hope? Hahas.
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They told me, if i really want to let her know that i still like her,
I better tell her about my feelings now,
I can not think of anything now already. She's gonna go Poly,
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Just imgine what if, i confess to her,
OR i just kept it inside, never allow her to know about it,
but thou she still knows that i like her la...
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Well, i doubt she will pass by and check this out... =/
Maybe I'm thinking too much,
Can't let emotions take over...
Man, i hate myself
For getting into this...

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