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What am i thinking
Friday, January 23, 2009 2:28 PM
aWell, todays Friday, no school as usual, lol hahas.
I could said that this is already the 4th week of 2009....
WOW, time sure passed by us very quickly...
This week, Monday, also as usual, school, after that dance practice...
Hmm, not bad, the newbies are getting use to the surrounding =/
Then, the next day Tuesday, was the performance day.
VIPs are coming from other countries...
Well, to other people we perform not that good,
But I'll say we did our best x))
After that, Wednesday and Thursday, AS USUAL, school, lol.
Chinese New Year is just around the corner, hahas, ANG BAOS!!!
Tired from all those performance, studies and much more to worried.
Well, they always, be anxious for nothing, lol, dont' get it? lol nvm, it's ok.
Well, my feelings, now is so much more messed up right now...
On Tuesday after the performance, we went to the school canteen and ate our lunch,
Then theres a bunch of malay guys sat right next to us,
Then Zali heard them whisper something, he said that they want a girl number from out group,
That was, Syud -.- After that, that group went off.
Then, Syud asked Zali what was it about, he told her everything.
Syud was like, "huh?" lol, after that she said somthing,
" If they want a girl's number, why don't they just go and get it from her?"
"They don't have balls is it?" LOL. Another meaning is no guts.
Then Dalicia agreed with her, lol they talked.. talked.. talked.. about it.
Then, this situation struck me, this situation is also similiar to me
Cause, my situation is, about a girl, liked a girl...
Do i have the guts to tell her again? Or confess to her...?
Theres alot of things I've been thinking in my mind
Study, family, friends, my future... hahas...
What if...
我没跟她告白"
What if i did not confess to her?
Izzit better not to confess to her?
Cause I know it's impossible for us?
How could i wish i can forget about her? But i just could not?
I just do not want to get the feeling of being rejected again?
What if i did not join this cca? What if i did not return to my cca after i sign up for it?
我就是開不了口让他知道,
I just could not open my mouth to let her know
你对我有多重要 我后悔没让你知道,
That you ment so much to me, I regreted that i did not let you know
还是我太..姿势?
Or i was the one who was..selfish?
All i want is just to be there for you,
i want to be the one, who will lend my shoulder to lean on...
Cry, happy, sad, or even sleeping.
To cheer you on, make you smile, to see your smile.
Wish I could tell you about my feelings...
from the day i saw you, was... wow!
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